Tuesday, September 13, 2011

What A Predicament

So my wonderful hubster brought to my attention that there are a bazillion blogs names Organized Chaos. So I won't lie, I did not do my homework and investigate the title Organized Chaos. My bad. Still, I like the name because it pretty much sums my world up. So to all you other Organized Chaos blogs out there, this is my apology. I didn't mean to steal your totally creative name. Can I just say though, I like your play on words. I mean that's pretty obvious though since I did steal it. I will say I thought I was being totally original.... I mean I'm okay with being wrong on that one.

And now that I have that off my chest. whew.

The hubster and I are creeping up on our trip! I don't know what I will do with myself. How will I function without a diaper bag, without needing to hold a hand, without needing to ask about potty breaks (other than Charlie), without having to hand out snacks, without needing to break up fights.... I really don't know what it is going to be like without my babies. Don't get me wrong, I'm excited. Just imagine someone who is a workaholic being forced to take a vacation. It is not the easiest thing for me to let go, of anything, but especially not my kids and my home. Quite a few months ago I started making some great progress on my anxiety and fear. Now that the trip is upon us I have had some major backsliding. It's discouraging, but at least I know where it is stemming from. With that said, pray for me! We need this trip very much but my brain is really having trouble comprehending that.


Tara G. said...

If it makes you happy, keep it! :)

Emmy said...

You can do it!! It will be weird/hard at times, but just enjoy it! I am envious- I would love to get away like that-- we just haven't taken the chance to do so