Cyber S.O.S.

No I don't have an online lover, I am just looking for some HELP from my bloggy buddies. You know who you are.... all like 12 of you!

Here is the deal, since I changed my url I have noticed a huge decline in my hits on my blog. I don't really "care", and yet I do care. I want to be able to reach people through my blog and right now I am not.

So here is what you can do for me. Write a post on your beautifully amazing blogs that I adore (too much brown nosing? Sorry, I will bring it down a notch) with a brief description of my blog and my new url. Or simply do like Brandi and send out a search and rescue!

Whatever you would like to do is fine. Just HELP ME!!!! I feel like I am talking to no one over here on my piece of the internet.

This is me.... begging just a little.... for all of you to give me a hand. In return I will totally advertise for you :-) You scratch my back I'll scratch yours!

What A Predicament

So my wonderful hubster brought to my attention that there are a bazillion blogs names Organized Chaos. So I won't lie, I did not do my homework and investigate the title Organized Chaos. My bad. Still, I like the name because it pretty much sums my world up. So to all you other Organized Chaos blogs out there, this is my apology. I didn't mean to steal your totally creative name. Can I just say though, I like your play on words. I mean that's pretty obvious though since I did steal it. I will say I thought I was being totally original.... I mean I'm okay with being wrong on that one.

And now that I have that off my chest. whew.

The hubster and I are creeping up on our trip! I don't know what I will do with myself. How will I function without a diaper bag, without needing to hold a hand, without needing to ask about potty breaks (other than Charlie), without having to hand out snacks, without needing to break up fights.... I really don't know what it is going to be like without my babies. Don't get me wrong, I'm excited. Just imagine someone who is a workaholic being forced to take a vacation. It is not the easiest thing for me to let go, of anything, but especially not my kids and my home. Quite a few months ago I started making some great progress on my anxiety and fear. Now that the trip is upon us I have had some major backsliding. It's discouraging, but at least I know where it is stemming from. With that said, pray for me! We need this trip very much but my brain is really having trouble comprehending that.